Apart from L,O,V,E: "My LOVE"
Being a victim of this Eternal Bliss, I always denied the so called statement "Love HAPPENS only once , rest is just life.."
In my previous blog, I mentioned what People think of LOVE .. But now, It's time to reveal MY diction meaning of LOVE.
Well, I also found someone very special (by LUCK), I talked to Somebody 'for hours, for months, for years', I fell for her(day by day), I started caring for minute things which hardly matters,
I proposed 'her', I was crushed, I cried for 'her', I apologised to 'her', I turned the things back to the normal just to bring 'her' (back), "I was hopeful if I just stuck with 'her', she would change 'her' mind",
I spent quality time with 'her', I did stupid things for 'her', I (again) let my heart to overcome my brains just for 'her', I (again) proposed 'her', I (again-'PART-2') got the same reply from 'her', I got lost in MYSELF (again).
I never ashamed of all the time and energy I put into, trying to win her heart over and failing. I almost gave up trying to be her "GUY" and eventually, she gave up trying to be my "Somebody".
I felt ashamed for "facebook stalking" her; for looking at her status' and pictures' and longing for her just to keep myself updated. But it all ended in vain.
People used to say that I'm obsessed with a girl, I can't have. And I just respond them with a SMILE which looks fake to them.
I started looking for the alternatives just to get rid of the wonderful memories(in which 'I' and 'She' played our characters together). Everytime, I talked to a girl, I started searching her and in last, "NO RESULTS FOUND" appears, and this output kills a part of Me. I smiled at my Life's desktop, my doings and my FATE.
I always believed if this "Love" happens only once, then Pyaar, ISHQ, MOHABBAT etc... are still to play their parts.
But I guess, I was wrong. I still want 'HER'....
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